Personal hell

Unlike the song we are used to hearing from Depeche Mode’s vocalist, I believe everyone has its own personal hell. Mine has been going on for quite a while now, almost since I remember myself (which is quite a bit), but it has gotten a lot worst over a year ago, around January 2006. The difficult thing here is that it seems to be a dead-end for me, there is no where to run, no where to hide…